Sunday, January 8, 2017

TheFirstPostOfTheYear

when I'm not thinking about you I'm dreaming about you

when I drive past the point of the mountain I can feel my heart beating against my ribs like a prisoner

it's 2:30am and it is so bright outside
The traffic lights still work when everyone's asleep

sometimes I try to think of lines that Nelson will be proud of,

there's a dead flower by my left rear view mirror, my dog doesn't like sticking his head out of my windows when I drive, these things might not make sense, sorry

i spend most of my days in a busy grocery store for $9.96 a hour, and i'm not happy
i can('t) do anything i want


i miss creative writing, because i don't find much motivation to write anymore, and i miss it.
i was never good at writing, but i've always been good at worrying